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[Jun. 20th, 2005|10:11 am] |
Finally a day of rest.
Atfter working 6 days i just wanted to shoot someone. Well
yesterday was my Friday i get to have today and tommorrow off then
right back into the hell hole. Todays gonna be a good day going
out to the mall with wifey and possibly some time with the family
they're in town for a week. They actually came to eat last night
at my job, they brought 20 people. Yep thanks guys for making me
bust my ass to spend some time with you lol. Moms very proud of
me and im happy because they really havn't been this fond of me since
May 31, 2004 when i decided to smoke a blunt in front of the house
while they were meeting with some church acquaintances, yea that was
dumb but hey it was some good shit. But it really made my night
to see her proud of me again. This is going to be a good
day. Holla at me for new tracks. ratedrriot (AIM).
One Easy
~Riot~
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[Jun. 17th, 2005|09:19 am] |
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Well yesterday started off as a good day. I was very pleased with my
accomplishments and when i my girl came home i made her long day at
work pay off (if you kno what i mean). Well i go to work and
recieve a phone call from her asking me if id seen her money from
her paycheck. I answer "no" and got concerned because she seemed
worried. Well come to find out the front door was slightly open
when we left to take me to work. Came to the conclusion that
while we were in the bedroom some one entered the house and stole about
a $1,100 while we were taking care of business. Aint that some
bullshit? It really bothers me because whomever it was wasn't
under the impression that i was there and the cops said that they
possibly could've followed her from the bank or it coulda been some
drunk guy trying to rape her, saw the purse and was like fuck this im
taking the cash and leaving. The reason i say some drunk guy is
becase there was a bottle of Natural Ice by the doorstep which wasn't
there when she first came home. Obviously when the cop found out
i was black and that she's white he automatically started questioning
he vigorously and i wouldn't be surprised if i recieved a phone call
from him. It bothers me because if this person was armed the shit
could've easily been a double homocide other than a burglary. I
tell you what i hope that the cops find him before i do or ill call the
cops to scrape up the motionless body and chalk it up. Well now
that thats over with everythings been good lately life is being
good to me for the moment. But it'll give me a kick in the ass
again soon , good things never last too long.
Well peace till next time. Get at me. One Easy
~Riot~
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[Jun. 16th, 2005|02:04 pm] |
Damn i havn't posted since November 11? Thats a damn shame i didn't even post on my birthday. Well happy late new year folks im only 6 1/2 months late. Thats not too bad is it? Someone (you know who) is tripping because they didn't know that had a chance with me. Well seeing as I mentioned that you were cute multiple times and always made comments about ur ass i really don't see how you didnt see it. Everytime you laid in my lap i tried to kiss you but always seemed evasive. I have a girlfriend now and that shouldn't be on your mind should pull out the tight jeans and see who follows that cute lil ass and see what they're all about. Pretty much only thing goin on now is the same ol shit cept the tracks keep gettin hotter n hotter. Got more focus on beats then vocals lately. Still spit hot fiyah at any time though. Im gonna get outta here and get back to my music. Get at me. One Easy
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[Nov. 11th, 2004|02:50 pm] |
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Last night was aight i guess. Went to the bar to hear tha crew perform but the guest list was full so we came back to da crib. I walk cross the street and there some chicks i had'nt seen in a minute at a party. I walk in and it was loaded wit bitches. So i chilled over there for a little while then i came back to the crib and found out that we had beer here . I ended up gettin mad drunk and jumpin from party to party. Came back to the crib and Cryptina was waitin for me. After chillin with Cryptina for a lil while i passed out. Woke up this mornin and noticed that i had a comment from Shadi. On the serious tip Shadi don't think bout leavin this place. Cuz what if someone in this place needs you. Smile someone is always thinkin bout you. But for now im out ill update lata. Get at me.
~One Easy~
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[Nov. 9th, 2004|01:44 pm] |
Last night was cool i guess. So some friends came by and were kinda pissed cuz they were lookin for Cryptina and she was no where to be found. So i told them that they might as well just chill wit Reggie and then go home and go to sleep. They said they didn't wanna see Reggie and left. I went up to Cellar and watched J,D, & T play it was cool. Cuz afterwards i blazed up alot. But the J went missin for the entire night he had madd niggas lookin for him n shit. He showed up like at 9 in the AM though. As soon i woke up Reggie came over and chilled with us. Reggie is a cool dude but Cryptina's cooler to chill with. But im bout to go handle some business ill give yall an update later.
~One Easy~
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[Nov. 8th, 2004|10:21 pm] |
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For the last hour i've been listenin to J, D, & T and im tryin to decipher if they playing music or noise. It kinda hard to tell because i must admitt they play some hot shit together but then one person will fall off then it sounds like straight noise. It's either someone falls off or they all try to solo at the same time. But its all good though they are some good musicians and got some talent its just that they need to organize it a lil more and the shit will sound perfect. I hope they get it together soon because if not theyll end up sayin fuck this and not perform tonight. I hope we go out cuz i just took a shower and got dressed. However, in the process of taking a bath two girls walked in (shoulda locked the door) and grabbed a glass and filled it with cold water and threw it on me to ruin my bath. But the way i see it, now that they've seen me naked i can see them naked now. :). But thats all for now. Get at me.
~One Easy~
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[Nov. 8th, 2004|04:08 pm] |
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Today was a beautiful day i woke up to a wake-n-bake Swwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttt. (Good lookin out J). After that i took a shower read some and then sat down and started makin music. Watched some TV and laid back and relax. Im tellin you, the day was perfect until SOMEBODY came over and told me that weren't going to look at puppies. That threw my entire day off now i cant smile until tomorrow. Sniff......sniff.......nah it's cool though she had to work (that what i was told lol). But ill write another update later when i find out what im doin today. So for now.................... ~one easy~
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[Nov. 8th, 2004|12:26 am] |
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i haven't wrote in a hot ass minute. Well once again since the last entry there have been major changes. Im back at UCF in Orlando and things are going fine at the moment. I mean they aren't the best, but on the other hand they could be much worst. My birthday is in two weeks (November 21st) and im gonna be 20. So i guess i got another year before i can drink legally but until then i guess ill continue do illegal shit. lol. I wanna give a shout out to my girl Britt if she's actually readin this. I promise ill keep u guys updated on my life. But for now i gotta get back to this music shit cuz i gotta stay focused.
~One Easy~
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[Feb. 20th, 2004|01:31 pm] |
Damn. It's been a HOTT minute since i wrote something on here. Don't get me wrong this journal hasn't lost any meaning it's just that a lot has changed since my last entry. For one i made the big decision to move back home. At first i was a little leery about my decision and thought that i mad a mistake. Because i had alotta freedom up there, but ya know it's not about that. Bein that im closer to da fam i have more emotional and social support from my peeps. Drugs are bad ask ya dad. But i love weed and my mom agrees. Man since i been back home i been makin all A's n B's i haven't seen a C yet and hopefully i won't anytime soon. I guess the hardest part of comin back home was gettin used to not seeing the individuals i used to see everyday. blah blah blah blah SHOUTOUTS: ABIGAIL, ANA BANANA, ALLEN, ALEX, ALYSE,ANGELINA, BELINDA, BRITT, DAVE, ERN, FRANCES DARLING, KENNY, J. SIZZLE, JESSICA, JAMES, JENNI, JON, JOSE, LIZA, LEAH, MARK, MIKE, MATT FINNIGAN, PATRICK, PHIL, ZACH, THAT DAMN CAT THEY HAD, JONATHAN RICE, SADEL, DAT NIGGA RIOT!, THEM FINE ASS TWINS, GREG E. BRAIDE, FUCK A NIGGA NAMED MILLHOUSE, JESSE'S A HERB, DAN'S THE MAN, MATT'S COWBOY HAT WEARIN ASS, WHAT KINDA NAME IS AN?, LEONA STILL AINT LET ME HIT IT!, HAHAHAHA ANDRES DUMB ASS GOT KICKED OUT!, FUCK UCF POLICE, MARY JANE, NICKY PRICE, DAT BITCH WIT HER NIPPLE PIERCED DUNNO HER NAME, THAT MUFUCKA ON THE BIKE WIT THE HELMET. ALL MY SPADES PLAYERS. THA MUFUCKIN NEWPORT-MARLBORO-PARLIAMENT SMOKIN STOOP! THE MUFUCKIN CADDY! THE DOCKS (fuck you dave for interuptin!)Anybody i may have forgotten ill mail yall a non-refundable check for a dolla twenty-five. so you can contribute to your get that dutch fund. Well till next time. Holla
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[Oct. 27th, 2003|12:12 pm] |
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How come everytime i do a new drug it's always with Brit? I've tried two new drugs with her already. I tripped for the first time last night. They were complaining about the taste and i was just poppin em left and right. I had no idea. Plus i was drinking and smoking too. I was fine then about fifteen minutes later i was soooo confused. I looked at the wall and saw a crayola blanket that transformed in to a never ending field of marijuana. So i closed my eyes but everytime i closed my eyes i would get hit cuz everyone thought i was wastin the shrooms. But really i was just trying to understand everything. I had to close my eyes cuz i kept hearing a voice calling me. It sounded like death. The funny part is i've never shroomed before and it felt like i've done it a millions times. My mind made me to think that every time i do shrooms i die. It had me soooo confused it fucked with my head. The ride home was fun and when i got here i was so confused. I kept hearing laughing and it was all chasing me. Then i looked at the trees and i saw the Grinch. He was staring and me and didn't want to leave me alone. Then i went up with Britt. We were in the lounge and they made the big mistake of letting me go to the bathroom alone. This is where it got scary. So i walk into some random bathroom and sit on the toilet. I start looking at the wall and enjoyed it then all of a sudden the wall starts trapping me in. It wouldn't let me go it surrounded me and get tighter and tighter and tigher. I wanted to die so bad to get rid of the pain. I was hoping that i died so bad but it never happened. So here i am trying to get out fighting for my life. Then all of a sudden i fall out of a door and i walk into another door that puts me right back on the toilet. This time i saw the white walls and thought that i was in an Asylum. I thought that i was in the asylum on a voluntary basis because if the world knew that i was crazy i wouldn't be excepted. I began to cry and then i got in arguements with myself. Then i fall out of the door again and this time walk into a door where im about to commit suicide. I was in the mind frame that i was writing a letter to my mom saying that i love her while i was trying to drown myself in the toilet. I wanted to get rid of this pain i wanted it to all stop i wanted the voice to leave me alone i wanted to tell my mom i was sorry and for it all to stop but it didnt. Then all of a sudden i started thinking about Dr. Suess and saying nonsense that only Dr. Suess would say. Then i was in the mood to say ALice IN Wonderland, Willy Wonka, Dr. Suess because those all relate to drugs. I started talking about suicide. I didn't know if i was suicidal, mental, schizophrenic , etc. I was soooo confused then i opened the door and Brit was there. That proved that i never went anywhere but what was it? It all felt so real. I went back to the lounge and Brit walked me upstairs. She tucked me in bed but i didnt was her to leave. I needed her she was the only one that understood me. I told my roomate and he didnt want to help. I didnt want her to leave. When she left and closed the door i felt so alone in the world. I was so scared i didnt want to die but i knew that my thoughts were going to lead to death. I didnt know what to do i just wanted to be with Brit so she could understand. Cuz no one did. I needed help but no one offered any. I was having fun but my mind wouldn't stop it wouldn't let me go and that caused me to have a bad trip. I almost died last night. but ................. it felt like it made sense. For some reason it made me think many things that i can't understand. I had an abstract thought pattern. I felt smart cuz i understood things that other people didn't but i felt so lost. all i needed was understanding.
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[Oct. 26th, 2003|10:17 pm] |
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Back at da place just got from ma nigga Dave's crib. We came up to the room to eat cuz we got the muchies! Yall know whats good with that term. ABC THC that's whats its all about Herbals is the best! Well Brits downstairs waitin cuz after we got the munchie food we were suppose to get the cards to play some muthafuckin spades. Riot is crunk and im ready to kick some ass in spades i would like to haveher as my partner cuz i love brit. I want her to be my partner. I don't know me and her have a special bond and i wish i couldve known her like this over the summer. Brit is the best. I would like Brit to be my partner. LOL
~Riot~ |
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[Oct. 26th, 2003|04:13 pm] |
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College life is the best............ but it doesn't mean shit when you have no money to eat cuz you fucked up your priorities and put drugs before health. Im in perfect health but i find myself more and more pleasant with satisfying my smoking habits before filling my stomach. What the fuck am i thinking? I need to str8-en this shit out cuz i there are only 1 and a half months left in this semester and i feel in my heart that im fucking up. Im mad confused......... i worked this hard to get here and im having soooooooo much fun instead of prioritizing. FUCK i need to do somethin i need to make a decision. Whatever my decision is, im still gonna be puffing on the magic budda! Shit a friend came to two friends in need and he's buying pizza so im happy. but thats now........... i still need to work on my future.
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[Oct. 26th, 2003|04:11 am] |
WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAT! it's 4:11 in the morning only 9 more minutes to go! 4:20 is the shit. RIght now i might be writing jibberish cuz im real crunk! Crunk = drunk and a lil' high. Dat party was the shit. Im mad tipsy and i just smoked a lil' bit, but once again Mr. P gotten in the way and is continuing to fuck me over. Whatever i guess that's just the way the cookie crumbles. It's all good though im chillin and im in da dorm bout to pass the fuck out. Holla back.
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[Oct. 25th, 2003|10:36 pm] |
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Im new to Live Journal. My friends fallen_seed & majordumbass convinced me to join the website. Well everyone has their firsts so i would like to talk about my long night. After work i went to a party and the first thing i saw was the Keg. I had just got paid and i brought a Quarter of my favorite substance, MARIJUANA. I didn't want to drink but after getting in an argument over other drugs, i headed str8 for the Keg (big mistake). Well i started off with 10 shots of Smirnoff 2 shots of Jack Daniels. While everyone was pouring shots of the Bacardi i went and stole the bottle and downed half of the bottle! I thought i was good but she asked if i was alright and i threw up on her. After i puked i jumped str8 up and looked for the Bacardi bottle i was so pissed somebody killed it. Someone handed me a beer and 30 minutes later i out for the count. I passed the fuck out. But before i did i had time to walk around the house in my boxers, moon everyone, strip, and be hurt by a close friend. You know what you did so no need to discuss. But everyone fucks up NO ONE IS PERFECT!
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